Wes Harper

Man, I've been so lazy today...and on the days that I get off. I practically stay in bed, or on the couch, and do nothing but watch TV. I'm surprised that I'm not getting fat...guess I'm glad to have a high metabolism. I'm currently on the couch, just watching Shrek 2, and while I've seen it quite a few times, I can't bring myself to get up and look for the remote control. I think the couch ate it...it tends to do that.

Also, I've become addicted to the Big Bang Theory...it's pretty funny. I don't completely understand all the humor because of the science behind the jokes, but I still figure out where to laugh. Maybe I should buy the seasons on DVD, soon. =)

I feel like my life is going nowhere lately. Just these two jobs that don't seem to be getting me anywhere in life. I just work and come home...and I do nothing. I've lost practically all the energy to do anything productive...or artistic. I even tried picking up my camera and the photos just turned out to be complete shit. Maybe I made a bad decision by moving here...or maybe I'm just having an off month. Either way, I need to change something cause this just isn't working right now.

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Seriously, I'm starting to feel like a housewife. I come home, clean and cook, and wait for Ethan to get back from his job. I feel better when he's around but I am sure that he's noticed that I'm not quite myself. While I love that he bought us this house...I am jealous that I didn't have much to contribute. What's wrong with me?
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Oh, man...so much has happened since the holidays.

Imagine my surprise when I woke up Christmas morning to find my family in the living room. My boyfriend...well, my now fiance...had paid for their tickets and so I got to spend another holiday with my family. As that wasn't amazing enough, Ethan caught everyone off guard by proposing to me...once all the other gifts had been opened.

What was there to really think about? I mean, he was my best friend all through high school and things felt so right the moment that we reconnected. He's great to me and I'm glad to have him in my life. I still wish that I could have a better job but my jobs are definitely enough to pay bills and such. I certainly do like bartending in this town, quite a few nice people that come in on a regular basis.

Anyway, I really need to get back into photography. My camera is missing me.

Christmas is just 2 days away...sweet jesus! (no...that's not a pun either. ^.^;;;;)

Anyway, I got my boyfriend a gift that I hope that he'll enjoy. I couldn't exactly afford too much since I'm just basically working part time jobs at the moment but he means so much for me to not get him anything.

I'm also hoping that they except the offer on the house soon. I'd like for us too have more room than just this one bedroom apartment. I've definitely liked it but we can't exactly 'expand' while here. Either way, it'll be a nice calm Christmas and I can't wait.

Well, Thanksgiving went off without a hitch. Definitely one of the best things about this year, and sadly, I'm not going to be able to afford to go home for Christmas. My parents already know this but I'm gonna make the most out of staying here.

I was wondering who all lives in the area and would like to do some sort of Christmas gathering...perhaps with a "Secret Santa" idea with like a $15 limit. Although, the only problem is that I don't have a place large enough to host it. However, I just think it'd be a good way to be social.

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I'm enjoying the job as a bartender and being a TA here and there but I want something much more fulfilling. I feel like all my 'expertise' is just going to waste. And I get that I should be glad to have a job, nonetheless two, but I feel like Ethan is just somewhat supporting me. I want to be able to afford nice things for us...but I need a better job to do that.
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Gah!

Full apartment! Mom and I are in charge of making dinner...and Ethan has been helping too...but he's just been a sexy distraction for me. Mom keeps going on about how cute we are together...

I'm loving today so much already!

Well, Wednesday is when my family should arrive to check out my new home. My siblings have been texting me non-stop about how excited they are. Thanksgiving will be a little different this year given that my place isn't made to accommodate 6 people but we'll manage. We can all congregate in the living room and watch the game. It will be nice...cozy...perfect.

Good thing I already went out to get a turkey and food supplies. I am ahead of the game! Whoo!

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